Design into the unknown

There is nothing new to me anymore. Everything seems down like I am lost in a universe of thought and there is no one to find me in this vast expanse. I know not anything about the future or the past it seems long forgotten. I want to find something that I can enjoy but I can't seem to. It is like I am so very confused I do not even know what I want. I would not even wish for anyone to be my friend as I would just confuse them too and they might end up like me. I do not know the purpose of my life and I am starting to wonder if I will ever know. There is something very important I have lost and I can't seem to find it. What can I do? Where can I go? What lies beyond these thoughts?

lost and found- living natural

The kitchen is slowly becoming more natural. I am shopping more and more in the health food section and less in the others. Things I still ponder for perfection:

granola bars, crackers, ice cream

future possibles (healthy versions): grahm crackers, whole wheat ravioli, pasta varitys, farro, popcorn, raw honey, gelato, nutella, Neufchatel, veganase,

these are things which i currently have found healthier versions then what consists in the kitchen right now. Slowly, I am still learning to eat more naturally. I've actually made a switch to full fat cheeses. I just eat less cheese now but enjoy much more flavor. I am trying to get this way with other products.